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remember?? [07 Nov 2006|02:04am]
So the house has been sold. I don't know who the buyer is or what they're going to do with that awesome house. I hope it's not a summer home... I hope they don't fix it up and resell it. Civic is dead. My love, my Civic. I'm donating her to Wheels to Work... carrying out my civic duty hahaha GET IT? Anyway... so I'm homeless now, kind of scary and not as much fun as it should be right now. Maybe I will cut all ties and drive cross country with someone. I would love to take some time off from school. Anyone interested?

P.S. If you want to offer a place for me to stay for Thanksgiving/Christmas/Spring break/Summer... you know... let me know :) Haha.
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All this talk and no action's got me stiff. [28 Jun 2005|02:12pm]
[ mood | grumpy! ]

Just realized I don't update this, ever. School is done now... call me to hang out whenever. I'll be working a lot but I can pencil you guys in I suppose. Oasis was amazing. The theater is closed, I work in Harwich now. Some girl that looks like Reese Witherspoon if she had bad hair just rode by my house on a bright green bicycle.

4 , but it wasn't a lasting relationship. Have you ever slept with a dwarf?

Check one, two... [12 Jun 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | beard. ]

Getting my life in order...

School is over in... 16 days.
Oasis in... 12 days.
Regal closes in... 7 days.
I start working again in... 10 days.

Clearly not getting any time off in between theaters.

Whateva I'll sleep when I'm dead.

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Learning. Always. [17 May 2005|10:00pm]
Don't make out with Shanna!
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Cape Cod [15 May 2005|10:23pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

My mom emailed this to me, I thought it was pretty funny.

Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven, God was missing for six
Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him resting on the seventh
He inquires of God, "Where have you been?"

God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed
downward through the clouds. "Look, Michael, look what I've made."

Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?"

"It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put life on it. I'm going
to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance."
"Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.

God explained, pointing to different parts of the earth, "For
example, Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth,
while southern Europe is going to be poor. The Middle East over
there will be a hot spot," God continued, pointing to different countries.

"This one will be extremely hot and while this one will be very cold and
covered with ice."

The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land
mass with oceans as it borders and said, "What's that one?"

"Ah," said God, "that's Cape Cod, the most glorious place on
earth. There are beautiful beaches, lakes, and climate. The water that is
surrounding the Cape keeps it pleasant in the summer, with cool
ocean breeze; while this same water keeps the winters mild. The ocean
provides an abundance of fresh seafood. The people from Cape Cod are going to be
modest, intelligent, and humorous, and they are going to be found traveling
the world. They will be extremely sociable, hardworking, and high achieving
people, and they will be known throughout the world as diplomats and
carriers of peace."

Michael gasped in wonder and admiration, but then exclaimed, "What
about balance, God? You said there would be balance! Everyone and
everything seems so totally perfect in this place you call Cape

God replied wisely, "Wait until you see the idiots I'm sending
there on vacation every summer."

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Cheeses crust I'm hungry! [08 May 2005|02:40pm]
[ mood | i hate everyone ]

People are shitty, man. They really are. I always forget until I am always reminded.

Good for you. Really.

Meanwhile, I wrote my first poem in months.

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Survey, are you kidding me? [23 Apr 2005|12:48am]
[ mood | hungover ]

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "carton with a push-button spout. She figures the cheap"
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: An ashtray.
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: On TV? The last thing I remember watching is Gone in 60 Seconds with Nick.
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 11:06.
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 12:39. (so close!)
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: crickets...
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: coming into the house from Marisa's car after the show.
9: What are you wearing?: pretty much the hottest thing you have ever seen.
10: Did you dream last night? I'm not sure if last night even really happened, so... maybe.
11: When did you last laugh? i'll show you a laugh.
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: wallpaper and windows.
13: Seen anything weird lately?: yeah, i always see weird stuff.
14: What do you think of this quiz?: actually rather boring.
15: What is the last film you saw?: Napoleon Dynamite. Again.
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: Cranberry juice. I've got a craving. And then a new car or something.
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I get slutty when I drink.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: the world? I would end AIDs. actually I would fix health insurance and medical care and make it less about money. maybe more government grants to cover the costs of ER visits and stuff. Jesus, what a nerdddd.
19: Do you like to dance?: Heck yes I do. (no, no I really don't.)
20: George Bush: That's not a question.
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: Frances Olivia.
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: whatever jr.
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: totally.

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Whack bitch. [12 Apr 2005|07:39pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I'm gonna run away to California and forget everyone I've known.

Nicki and Marisa can come.

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And for one desperate moment he crawled back in her memory. [21 Mar 2005|08:18pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Things are starting to look up.
Everything is going to be great.

It can only get better from here, right?

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Oh lord, I can't even walk in a straight line. [11 Mar 2005|09:41pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

This has been quite a week.

I'm working all weekend and all of next weekend. Hang out with me.

2 , but it wasn't a lasting relationship. Have you ever slept with a dwarf?

Only kisses on the cheek from now on, and in a little while we'll only have to wave. [03 Mar 2005|04:37pm]
I went to the SkillsUSA competition last night and won bronze for Basic Healthcare Skills so I'm going onto States which is at the end of next month. Jesus.

Danielle came into shop today with the new baby! It was so exciting. The poor girl is exhausted, but the baby is fucking gorgeous.

That party is on Friday, I'm not sure if I will go. We'll see.

I've decided to make a photo album.
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Dammit I clicked on a pop-up! I didn't mean to! I hate that! [26 Feb 2005|10:27pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Sweet sorrow... I am home.
"You're a good photographer when you're drunk." -Mike

I found a mouse in my toaster this morning... while it was on.

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Special [19 Feb 2005|11:42pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I'm leaving in about 5 hours. Flying to Chicago and then to Los Angeles.

508-685-1312. Call me... anytime, guys.

(Thursday is my birthday, don't forget.)

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Narcotics! [18 Feb 2005|02:37pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

This morning I was a mess, and I missed the bus. I just sat on my mom's bed, sobbing, for like an hour. She finally convinced me not to go to school... literally once she had called my shop and talked to Ms. K for like 20 minutes on the phone. I felt so bad, though, I really did, because it's the last day of screenings and there were only 8 people there. Also, I didn't want to stay home because I didn't have anything to do all day, I can't eat or sleep because I'm so sick so I was bound to be bored but I actually had quite a pleasant day once I stopped crying.
I'm kinda really nervous about leaving on Sunday. Shit, the day after tomorrow I am flying cross-country. Maybe expect a phone call from me, panicked, in Chicago.

But I will have so much fun, and everyone is gonna call me on my birthday, right? (Especially Josh!!)

I'm working 3-10 tonight and 12-6 tomorrow, stop by and visit me!

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Sickkk [12 Feb 2005|02:00pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

Looking at colleges today. I sent inquiry shit to Castleton State College and Southern Vermont College.... both in Vermont, how strange. Well, Tracy wants me to go to SVC and Meg wants me in California for college, which would be awesome. We'll see.

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Jig! [11 Feb 2005|12:11pm]
[ mood | gay ]

I am so sick and there seems to be no way for me to see a doctor. I missed three days of school this week. Shit, huh? Oh well. I have to work tonight 3-10 which I'm not too excited about because I am exhausted somehow. Nick came over last night and I was awful, but it was the fever's fault, I swear. Today I woke up early, my dad called and canceled my doctor's appointment but by then it was too late for me to go to school because no one was home to give me a ride so I fell back asleep. Only, it was a really weird sleep, and I dreamt that my brain stem melted into my bed and I couldn't lift my head. The result wasn't actually that far-fetched; I indeed could not lift my head when I woke up, but after awhile I gathered the strength to get out of bed. God. Valentine's Day is Monday! I'm actually pretty excited. And I'm going to Los Angeles in 9 days, and I turn 17 in 13 days! And then Max will be 18 in 16 days! What a week that will be!

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What's new? [06 Feb 2005|05:58pm]
[ mood | broke! ]

Wednesday, I had school and then guitar and then afterwards, Hailey, Katelyn, and Elizabeth came over and we smoked and I freaked out like you wouldn't imagine, so I called Nick. And I'm pretty sure I made a complete ass out of myself, but it couldn't have been too bad because he came over on Thursday. We hung out, watched TV, and to be completely honest, I don't remember that night at all. But I do remember not having any homework done for Friday. I worked after school, met the new General Mananger. What a dick. I got a pretty bad backache, I'm pretty sure something is wrong with my spine. Yesterday, I woke up early and went shopping with my mom to buy baby things for Danielle's baby shower. Then, I got a ride over to Nicki's and met up with her and Max and we did the whole Nicki's birthday presents thing and then went up to Provincetown. It was a lot of fun, it really was. Then, we went to Race Point and Max played his guitar and I saw two shooting stars and a UFO. Nick got mad when I told him that because he's never seen a UFO. "God dammit," he said, "I've never seen a fucking UFO." The swearing indicates the anger, you see? Anyway, then I went home and passed out and woke up this morning and went to Danielle's baby shower!!! I can't believe she is having a baby, in what... 12 days? Jesus Christ. 14 days until Los Angeles! and 18 days until my 17th birthdayyyyyy!

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It's cold. [31 Jan 2005|06:03pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Who's ready for Los Angeles?
I am!

I signed up for VICA today, so I have one month to learn the entire DHO book for my shop. It's like the biggest book ever.

And I'm definitely getting sick.

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Ocean man! [27 Jan 2005|08:07pm]
[ mood | snowy ]

"Darling, I'm afraid to close my eyes when I'm going to bed
I'm afraid you'll crack the phone down over my head
Why are all American girls so rough?
Damn, a girl can't ever hurt you enough!
Lady, you knocked me on my knees and I can't stand up
You've got the look in your eye and smacked my butt.
Why are all American girls so rough?
Why do all American girls act so tough?
Why are all American girls so rough?"

(A song by Weezer, Cake, and Soul Coughing. Who could ask for anything more?)

So I am still going insane, and it is still snowing. I have watched so many movies this week. An entire week of snowdays. Who does that! I haven't seen Nick since forever. I'm working tomorrow, for the first time since... January 14. Wow. Who's making any money? Because... Becky's not.

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I want to kill you so badly, I can taste it. [25 Jan 2005|08:07pm]
[ mood | bored to tears ]

I really am losing my mind, being stuck in this house so much. I think I'm starting to like it. This morning I watched In America with my mom and I must say it is quite the film. I absolutely loved it. Max was right. Anyway, I was near killing myself with boredom so I called Nicki, she called Max, who came and picked me up and we went up to Newbury Comics and I bought Bright Eyes' new album Digital Ash, Digital Urn and the novel The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides. Those should keep me amused for much of tomorrow, right?

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